Jeevithatthil Anubhaviccha Athimathuram

Ente ammaye eppozhum snehikkaan njaan aagrahicchu. Njangal parasparam ellaam thurannu jeevikkaan thudangi. Enikku panthurandu vayasukaariyaayappol sambhaviccha oru sambhavam moolamaanu ee chinthakal aarambhicchathu. Ente kidappumuriyil njaan homework cheythu kondirunnu. Aduttha muriyil ente amma kulikkuvaayirunnu. Avar enne vilicchu hall il ulla drawer il ninnu avalude razor kondu varaamo ennu chodicchu. Ennittu athu avarkku kondu vannu kodutthu. Bathroom vaathil amma enikku thurannukodukkumennu njaan manasilaakki. Amma ente kayyil ninnum razor medicchu.

Njaan bathroom nte vaathil thurannappol, amma poornamaayi nagnanaayi ninnaanu ente kyyil ninnu razor vaangicche. Njaan avare kandathu ente tracks il ente kunna kadinamaayi pinne nallonam valuthaavukayum cheythu. Akkaalatthu ammakku muppatthiyanchu vayasaayirunnu. Valiya mulakkannukalum, valippatthilulla sthanangalum, avare eppozhum kandu aasvadikkaan enikk kazhinjirunnu. Njaan kanda sangathiyil njaan lajjithanaanennu amma vichaaricchirikkanam. Njaan athbhuthappettupoyi. Oru second avarude poorna nagnamaya deham kandappol enikk avare kalikkaan thonni. Athinushesham njaan thirinju, bathroom il ninnum puratthu vannu, ente kidappumuriyilekku madangi. Amma razor kondu avarude pooril ulla romangal shave cheyyunnathaayirikkum.

Mattethoru cheruppakkaarane pole, ente kaumaara praayatthil njaanum pathivaayitthanne swayam bhogam cheyyunnathu sheelicchu. Ennirunnaalum, chila porn thaarangale chinthikkunnathinupakaram, ente svaabhaavika seshanukalude lakshuyam eppozhum ente ammayaayirunnu. Varshangalkkushesham, enikku muppathu vayasaayappol ente bhaaryayum njaanum daampathyaprashnangal kaaranam udakki. Njangal anchu varshamaayi vivaahitharaayirunnu. Njangalude lymgika jeevitham kevalam oru kuzhappamaayirunnu. Kaaryangal kooduthal rasakaramaakkaan ente bhaaryayodoppam ellaam njaan shramicchu. “Ningalude inaye engane thrupthippedutthum” ennathinekkuricchulla pusthakangal njaan vaangi, mattu vazhikalil avale thettiddharippikkaan shramicchu, avalude sammaanangal vaangi, lymgika vishayangalil vidagddhanaaya vivaahitha counselor kaananamennu njaan nirddheshicchu. Njangalude lymgika jeevitham chalippikkunnathile ente shramangal onnumilla.

Oru shaniyaazhcha vykunneram njaan bhaaryaye njangalude kidapparayilekku aakarshicchu. Avale premikkaanum sex il santhoshipikkaanum shramicchu. Aval valareyadhikam jolicheythirunnuvennum avalude manasinte avasaanatthe vishayam “Lymgika bandham” aanennum aval chila abhipraayamittu. Ente car edutthu njaan veedil ninnum poyi. Njaan nadannukondirunnathine kuricchu oru manikkooriladhikam kaatthirikkendi vannu. Angane cheyyaan aasoothranam cheyyaathe, njaan ente maathaapithaakkalude bhavanatthil exit aayirunnennu manasilaayi. Angane njaan ente pithaavinodu samsaarikkaanum theerumaanicchu. Njaan vaathilkkal muttiyappol aarum prathikaricchilla. Ente car il thirike pokaan thudangiya pole, aaro vaathil thurannu. Avarude mudi nananjathum aval oru ankiyum dharicchathu kaaranam aval kulicchondirunnu ennu manasilaakki. Veettil praveshikkunnathinidayil, njaan nirutthiyittathu oru valiya athbhuthamaanu ennu amma paranju.

Njaan kettu, veettil pokaan theerumaanicchu. Entho kuzhappam undo ennu amma manasilaakki. Njaan avarodu paranju, pakshe, ee prashnatthekkuricchu samsaarikkaanaanu njaan aagrahikkunnilla. Enthaanu sambhavikkunnathennu avarodu samsaarikkaan kazhiyaatthathu enthukondaanennu avar chodicchu. Athu oru lymgika prashnamaanennu njaan paranju. Appol amma paranju, “Orupakshe enikku sahaayikkaanaavum.” aduttha aramanikkoorinullil ente lymgika jeevithavumaayi bandhappetta prashnangalekkuricchu ammayodu njaan paranju. Njangal parasparam manasu thurannu. Aadyam oru asvaasthyamaayirunnu enkilum, njaan udan avarudadutthu ellaam paranju. Ente vivaahatthil mattellaavarkkum kuzhappamonnumillennu njaan paranju, ennaal njangalude lymgika jeevitham poornamaayi kudicchu. Aduttha amma enne sharikkum athbhuthappedutthi. Avarude shvaasam valicchukondu paranju, “Enikkum athe avastthe thanne.” avar paranjathu enthaanennu veendum aavartthikkaan njaan avarodu aavashyappettappol, njaan avare aadyamaayi kaanunnathu pole thonni.

Amma athu sammathicchu. Ennaal njaan kelkkunna kaaryangal urappuvarutthaan veendum parayaan njaan aagrahicchu. Muppathu varshatthinumunpu ente achchanodulla thante randaam vivaahatthinu shesham njan lymgikamaayi thrushnayaakkunnathaanennu amma ennodu paranju. Ente chodyam alpam amparappaanu ennu njaan paranju. Ennirunnaalum, chila kaaryangal koodi sahicchu kondu, avar ee prashnam pariharikkaarundennu paranju kondu avar uttharam paranju. Ithu enne poornamaayum thakartthu! Ente ammayude chinthaye tiriccharinja nimishangalkkullil ente kunna hard-on aayirunnu. Ente shorts ukalude mel athu tent pole aayappol aa uyarccha ammayude shraddhayilppettathu kondaanu njaan manasilaakkiyathu. Njaan vishayam maattiyene, ennaal lymgikamaayi oru vyakthiyumaayi enikku ishtappetta kaaryangal avarude chodyangalodu thudarnnu.

Avar ellaa pareekshanangalkku thayyaaraanennum amma paranjappol  ente mukham punchiricchu. Oru thaazhnna shabdatthil njaan paranju, “Enikk ammeye ishtamaanu.” njaan enthaanu uddheshikkunnathu ennu avar chodicchu. Daddy ethra bhaagyavaan ennu ariyillenkil daddy waste aanu. Njaan oru pati koodi munnottu poyi, avar sundariyaanennum lymgika bandham pulartthunnuvennathinaalaanu dad aagrahikkaatthathu. Amma paranjappol ammayude kannukalil ee nottam kitti. Njaan urappu varutthi. Pakaram, amma nilatthu nokki, dad enthokke nashtangalundennu kandetthaan njaan aagrahikkunnundo ennu chodicchu. Ammayude kaserayil ninnu irangi randaamatthe nilayilekku mukalilekku kayari odi. Avar thamaasha paranjillennu thiricchariyaan enikku oru minude edutthu. Njaan udane ente irippidatthil ninnum puratthekku irangi. Mukaltthattil etthiyappol, avare njaan kidakkunna master kidapparayil kandu.

Avar karayukayaayirunnu. Njaan maappu chodicchathaanennu njaan kshamaapanam cheyyukayum vishadeekarikkukayum cheythu. Avar onnum paranjilla, njaan avarude pinnil vannu avarude kyyil ente kykal ittu. Njaan avarude kannil nokkiyappol, avar kannukal adacchu, ente chumalukalil thalavecchu kidannu. Njaan ammayude kazhutthinu chumbicchu. Kure neram kazhinju njaan avarude kyyil ninnu neekki avarude vasthratthinte munvasham azhicchu. Kunnukal veendum nokki, avarude vasthratthinte vashangal njaan thurannu. Amma poornamaayi nagnaraayirunnu. Pathinettu varshatthinidakku aadyamaayi aanu njaan avare ingane kaanunnathu. Kannaatiyil avarude shareeram nokkiyirikkumpol, njaan avare thodaan thudangi. Njaan avarude mulakkannukalil nokkiyappol ente kunna oru poovampzham pole aayi. Ente amma enne mruduvaayi viral choondi. Avarude poottil ente ky neekkaan thudangiyappol, avarde mukham maarunnathu njan tiriccharinju. Njangal parasparam chumbicchum choodu pakaravum cheythu.

Njaan avarude pooril ky vacchu avarude chundukalil chumbicchu. Ente vaayil ente ammayude naavu kondu nunanju. Ente jeevithatthil anubhaviccha athimathuramaaya anubhavamaayirunnu. Kure neram kazhinju amma ente mukham muzhuvanum chumbicchu. Njaan poornamaayi nagnanaayirunnu. Ammayude munnil ninnukondu avarude poorum mulayum pidicchu kalikkuvaayirunnu. Alppam kooduthal chumbiccha shesham amma ente nenchil chumbikkaan thudangi. Njan avarude matiyil kidannu avarude vayarum mulayum kandu aasvadicchirunnu. Njaan avare nokkiyirunnathu pole, avarude ky thaleyil ninnu ente kunna thalodi. Avar ente kunna ude thalayude mehttu kay vacchu. Njaan mumpu anubhavicchirunna oru krodhamkondu pottikkukayaayirunnu. Ente bhaarya chilappol enne oru mayakkatthinidayaakkum, pakshe avarkku athinonnum illennu enikku ellaayppozhum parayaan kazhiyum.

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